New Story: Lost Lake

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Lost Lake

The forest. The dark. The howling moon, and the beating hearts of Edward, Bella, and maybe someone…or something else? With the morning, brings light, with the light, brings answers. E/B. AU.

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Come Find Me, chapter 16

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Goodbye Isa

Don’t be a coward. Pick it up, choose life.

She didn’t know where to begin, how to begin, only that she must.

Don’t be a coward.

She was the imperfect mix of a child left alone, and an adult, unaware of what’s next.

Edward had agreed to continue on as he once had, new prospects at the University. Something he had been hoping for despite his young age. Protests and comfort, he didn’t want to leave Bella alone.

There was a tear in the vortex; the stories and confessions of yesterday, held high like stars in a kind of new sky. He was relieved. But Bella had more questions.

Why couldn’t Edward go with his family?

Her understanding was limited due to the absence of her own.

Bella felt now more than ever that she owed something to Edward. She felt ashamed of her life, and the paths she had taken, she thought of how they had met, unsure, but wanting to be determined. She knew she did want to share more with him.

The coward inside cowered. A win for the future.

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Lumina, chapter 28

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Final chapter!

You Call It Madness, But I Call It Love

James tried to take my mother from me. He attempted to destroy my family, to dispose of our every reason. He should have gone right ahead and ripped out each of our hearts. But of course, that’s why he chose her, and we all knew it. As Bella began to change, I didn’t hesitate. I found James, lying in wait like the animal that he was, and I took his life from him. I ripped his dead heart from his chest, and held it up for him to see. Where my own dead heart lies, one soul beats for me. James, he was soulless. I know the difference now. I see the difference now.

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Lumina, chapter 27: Becoming Bella

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Becoming Bella

The sky is really close. Like, all the way here. Right here, just above us. I don’t know who’s in the room, and who’s not anymore.

I drank from Edward.

Cold, and easy. I felt like I was finally getting the drink I had been dying for.

He kisses me. His tongue against mine. The last drops of him still there, lingering between us.

He said he couldn’t wait for us to be safe.

He said he was sorry.

He held my hand as the room grew warmer, grew hot. He held me down as the paint felt like it was peeling off the walls and burying me.

“I’m suffocating.”

“I can’t breathe.”

I had said.

Then I heard them. Voices. So many it seemed, all at once.

“It doesn’t make sense.” I told him.

But when I pulled him closer, there was nothing but my heavy arm, and my lonely hand.

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Lumina, chapter 25: Tracking Time

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Tracking Time

“It’s not the same now. Nothing is the way it was before. It’s better. It’s all so much better. And it all means so much that, out there… It doesn’t mean as much anymore. I feel like I’m living on the outside looking in and… I’m not sure what being out there, in the world is supposed to be anymore. Because you’re here, and I’m here. And if I leave, if I go back to the same room, the same classes… I don’t know, maybe I’m not explaining it right, it’s just…nothing is the same now.”

Everything is different. I get it.”

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Lumina, chapter 24: Tonight We Build A Dream On

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Tonight We Build A Dream On

She is soft, and altogether too existing, she is irrefutable, and I feel as if my strength might break her. One sharp movement, and her kisses would cease. Kissing never excited me like this before; the sweeping of her lips on mine, it feels sublime. Kisses were just one part of something greater. A larger adventure, the pursuit of intoxication, a sequence set to a certain scene and flavour. The result always being the immense prize of one’s virtue, the generosity of another’s body.

Bella’s body is pressed against me. We are more than okay, and she isn’t dying from my touch.

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Lumina, chapter 23: Flora and the Zephyrs

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Flora and the Zephyrs

The water is like a fresh day, blinding in light. The heat drowns my body, running along my skin and away as I try to hold on, holding onto the wall. I don’t feel like I was just lying in a pool of my own blood, and dirt. I don’t feel like almost dying. My tummy shakes, and I wonder about the consequences. The world is too bright, and way too loud, so I stand directly under the head of the shower, hard sprays drenching my shivering form, and every time I think I can hear something I couldn’t possibly hear, I turn my head to the side and let the water run along my ears.

The water is like a fresh day. And Edward is waiting for me.

Lumina, chapter 22: To Make Whole

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To Make Whole

Threaded vines, dark and lovely. Pale skin painted by a massacre. If I never see blood again, I will be the most grateful. If I knew the thirst would never come back, uprooting any other thought I ever had, I would be the most grateful.

If I can wash away the images of today, it will be a miracle.

As Bella lay dying in the road, I couldn’t bring myself to this new place.

Heal her.

 

Lumina, chapter 21: Crash Into You

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Crash Into You

Billy wasn’t mad at me. He was hurt. I could see it from the look on his face; holding months of words I think he wanted to throw at me but couldn’t, wouldn’t ever. Hurt. Hurt that I had seemingly forgotten him, and the world that made up my second family. Hurt that I didn’t come around anymore. Hurt.